Digital dep #10: Feelings between 1st and 2nd term

This post comes from the video that we did for Mission up Close with CMS in June. You can either watch it or read the summary below.

What’s it like preparing to go back to Cambodia for a second time, our second term? We were excited to be going to Cambodia for the first time and we’re excited to be returning for a second time. But the excitement is different. In the first term, there was so much new and ‘for the first time’ excitement. We didn’t know if they would let us in on arrival. We had little local knowledge and even less language. Thankfully we had some great support from other CMS families. There was uncertainty about how long it would take us to pick up Khmer, or when it would be best to start teaching at the Bible school. So the excitement of the first term was the excitement of all the new. There was a lot of tiredness related to the new too.

Second time around, there is excitement. But it’s the excitement of the familiar. Returning and being able to have decent conversations in Khmer, getting to a greater relational depth and understanding of the culture. Returning to good friends and to an area that we know well now. And on the flip side looking forward to returning and not having the major start up in language learning that we had in the first term. Enjoying the wins of improving in a language that we already have some skills in (though rusty at the moment). As I say in the video, learning in a less intense way.

Sometimes the familiar gets a bad wrap, particularly as we long for the new or the unfamiliar. And yet, sometimes it’s through the familiar that we find the truly new; coming to a deeper understanding (and so ‘new’) of what we already know. As a tourist, yes, you see lots of new places. As you stay in one ‘new’ place longer, it becomes new in a way that you never could know if it wasn’t familiar. You could say there’s more new in the familiar than there is in the new. For me the excitement of the familiar over the excitement of the ‘new’ is my preference at the moment.

2 thoughts on “Digital dep #10: Feelings between 1st and 2nd term

  1. I love these blog entries Craig – they give a whole different insight into being a missionary that I haven’t heard before. Thank you for your clear explanations!

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    • I’m glad you find them helpful. In writing them they help me collect my thoughts as well as provide a place for me to access them. I’ve found it easy to search and go back to thoughts throughout our time in Cambodia and leading up and compare and contrast between then and now. Got a couple more post for this series and then I’ll have to think about what will occupy the next series.

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